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...but as you may have guessed I'm not.
I'm just too damn tired...I wouldn't learn a thing if I tried now...
I mean I'm practically falling asleep on my keyboard now writing this...
Yesterday I had a lie in for the first time in literally months, and then I had to go straight to work when I woke up for 7 hours...then as soon as I got home I had food and sleep and had to get up again this morning at 6 for another 8 hours of work... I'm going to end up killing myself soon...I drank half a litre of energy drinks straight away on the way home and I'm still so tired that I walked into a door, fell down the stairs and I actually have to concentrate to manage to open my eyes again when I blink, and my feet hurt from simply walking up the stairs after spending 15 hours standing up...
Oh and for the next one month exactly I am going to have to spend every waking moment of every day either in school revising for my AS-Level exams or at work killing myself to have a chance of having enough money to go to Tanzania in summer '11.
But what sucks the most about all this is that I'm not going to be able to see any of my friends or Becky like at all for the next month. So yeah, I really don't know how I'm going to survive...
Life sucks.
Cast your mind back to the days,
When I pretend' I was OK.
I had so very much to say,
About my crazy livin'.
Now that I've stared into the void,
So many people, I've annoyed.
I have to find a middle way,
A better way of givin'.
I'm just too damn tired...I wouldn't learn a thing if I tried now...
I mean I'm practically falling asleep on my keyboard now writing this...
Yesterday I had a lie in for the first time in literally months, and then I had to go straight to work when I woke up for 7 hours...then as soon as I got home I had food and sleep and had to get up again this morning at 6 for another 8 hours of work... I'm going to end up killing myself soon...I drank half a litre of energy drinks straight away on the way home and I'm still so tired that I walked into a door, fell down the stairs and I actually have to concentrate to manage to open my eyes again when I blink, and my feet hurt from simply walking up the stairs after spending 15 hours standing up...
Oh and for the next one month exactly I am going to have to spend every waking moment of every day either in school revising for my AS-Level exams or at work killing myself to have a chance of having enough money to go to Tanzania in summer '11.
But what sucks the most about all this is that I'm not going to be able to see any of my friends or Becky like at all for the next month. So yeah, I really don't know how I'm going to survive...
Life sucks.
Cast your mind back to the days,
When I pretend' I was OK.
I had so very much to say,
About my crazy livin'.
Now that I've stared into the void,
So many people, I've annoyed.
I have to find a middle way,
A better way of givin'.
*audible sigh*
Seriously cannot wait to get back home, end to this term has just gone completely downhill, would be nice for that to change. Got my fifth college deadline in an hour, seriously, who gives someone six assignments due in within a week of each other in the first term. Missed the deadline for the first one and got capped at 40%. Did the entire of the second one in one night and somehow got that in. Still haven't got the third one in cos I can't afford the print costs for the final pieces. Fourth one was the one I actually enjoyed, if I don't get a decent mark for that I think my motivation will just throw itself off a building completely. Fifth
College (Life)
It's been a while...
As you might have noticed I haven't been the most active recently in terms of uploads, so if by some miracle there's someone out there who is actually waiting for my next "work of art" then your wait is over! I've finally decided to bother getting back into using this and I've got around to taking and editing some decent photos recently, and by that I mean I've actually had to start doing college work at long last. After half a term of sleeping in until 5 in the afternoon and missing almost every single one of my lectures and seminars it's time to get catching up, and what better way to find out if I've still got it than
Speaking From the Heart...
There hasn't been an update on this journal for a while, so I thought I'd do one =]
This is Alex's girlfriend here, and to all his watchers, no, I didn't hack his account....maybe =P
I doubt he'll mind though.
As most of you know, Alex is an amazing photographer, and you wouldn't have watched him if you don't agree. But sometimes he doesn't seem to believe it, which I think is crazy because he's one of the most talented people I know. He's so creative and fabulous with a camera, and I love his composition, lighting and editing, even though he feels like he's just pointing and clicking that's because he's so naturally good at what he does.
*Insert Happy Face Here*
Christmas!
...it's over. And it was quite honestly the best Christmas ever. Oh no not because I got loads of awesome presents; I didn't really. Or because Christmas is the time for families; cos mines shit. But because this year for once I actually got to spend it with the one person who I wanted to the most. Fuck the presents, I was happier than I ever have been before at Christmas without any of them. (:
Other Stuff
...Yeah I completely forgot what else I was going to write here... Damn taking hours to write a journal and having a crap memory...
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I'm insulted that you're friends came before me! 
It'll all be over soon my lovely. It'll be worth it in the end *hugs*
It'll all be over soon my lovely. It'll be worth it in the end *hugs*